月下隻影◎強迫分裂

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　　當我說。



　　當我說，是因為我是這樣相信。

　　我想寫一次，不再讓他人眼光來鑑定，也不再需要百分之九十九打啞謎。

　　我只是覺得，我有很多話想要說，卻說不出一個字。

　　只是，不論是什麼，都屬於妳。



　　I didn’t expect anything would happen before it happened. It was more a shock than a surprise. I startled and I decided to just let you know how I was thinking. Yes, if you want a hug, I will bring you to my arms.

　　I said it before that I would only touch you when you give me the permission. This permission though, I got it with hesitation because of the situation, I wondered why, and I still wonder why. However, I am not going to let myself stick to this forever never end question.

　　Don’t you ever play with me. Don’t play with me.

　　You don’t need to have anything to do with me. Being in love with you is my problem, never yours.

　　Because, because and because, when I say, I mean it. Because, because, and because, when I say I love you, I mean I love you.

　　And I don’t want anything from you.

　　Please, just let me be.

　　Doesn’t matter if I am a fool, doesn’t matter if idiot becomes my name; the truth is always the truth.

　　And yet.

　　You don’t have to read every word I write.

　　You don’t have to.